Across the sea can mean a number of things.

Yet again I’m traveling through one of those anxious bouts where I have to shake up everything I’m doing because I feel I’m doing too much of one thing—currently it’s watching the same old vlogs and listening to the same old conversations again—and then I found this

“There’s a girl across the sea, and although I’m happy being loved it never feels like love to me.” Though this is probably supposed to be a love song, my mind drifted back to an uncomfortable scene—first day of freshmen year, with no friends, trying to talk with a girl I used to know and her click of friends.

People don’t have to be physically far away to be across a sea.

Hell, my entire memory of the first few months of middle school’s essentially standing in a sea of people and not a single person to talk to.

How odd that the human psyche can find some comfort in awkward past situations. I guess it shows how much you’ve grown and how much better your life is now.

I guess I’ve changed some, but it hasn’t been much, I don’t think. Just some more self-confidence and better social skills. And friends. Friends are an important thing to note.

Thank you, Alex Day. *wink*

I’d suggest checkin’ him out on YouTube if you haven’t—he’s under Nerimon. :D

With love,
Nikola Strange
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